Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Home!

I'm home! :D

I think i've lost the writing mojo. I rarely update my blog nowadays. *sigh* I don't know why. I hope it comes back cos I know I love writing (and complaining) lol.

Anyways, coming soon will be an update of my b-day surprise. I was super super tired that day! I think I disappoint my friends cos I look like I'm in no mood :( I feel super guilty bout this. :(

Honestly, from the bottom my heart, I appreciate what you guys did for me! The early-bday surprise was really nice girls!! :D I really LOVE you all so much. And I LOVE the present! I love having able to celebrate will all of you since I've never celebrated with you all. :) it was indeed a really sweet surprise. I know I didn't express it that day, but my exhausted-ness took over my feelings. really so soo soooo sorry to you all!! T_______________T

I'll post a nice post on this later on. Must fully concentrate on writing this post. hehe!

tatas for now!

Friday, December 10, 2010

Quick Update

One more paper to sit for. Super scared cos it's super tough! T_T

Things always happens unexpectedly. The paper that I'm least worried about happens to be the paper that I'm most worried about now. :(

I'm extremely sad cos no. 1. I didn't study that hard for that test cos I didn't have enough time. (three days in a row!) 2. I sat so near the exit that everytime people went in and out of the exam hall(to go to the toilet and god knows what else they're doing), it's BLOODY distracting ok! 3. The examiner is super stupid, brainless and etc cos know that people sitting for exam still talk talk there and laugh WTH! utter stupidity! 4. The paper is SUPER hard. 5. I realised that I made a whole lot of stupid mistakes cos lack of concentration. 6. It's supposed to be my easiest paper but it's the worst one so far. 7. These may all seems like excuses but trust me, these are very valid excuses.

Ok *breath in breath out* Let all of this pass. T_T God I hope I pass, I pray that I pass! Please please please let me pass! I know I asked for Distinction but now, I just hope for a pass.

End. Time to study. haih last paper just have to have to fall on the last day of the exams, 17th Dec. Nevermind, I shall be grateful for the extra time that I have.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Untitled

I'm actually very sleepy so that's why I can't be bothered to think of a blog title, thus the lame and obvious name of this post.

The worst thing about Insomnia is that it affects your studies and just imagine how ironic it is since your studies itself is the one that causes Insomnia. :(

When I have worries, I can't sleep.

I'm worried I can't pass Corporate Accounting. I don't want to experience the bad experience that I had with Financial Information System. No more repeating and failing.

I will pass
I will pass!
I can do this!
I shall NOT fail!
I shall NOT think negative!
I must not let my own stupid, senseless negative thoughts bring me down!
NO MORE FAILING!
NO MATTER HOW HARD IS THIS STUPID COURSE (I'M CURSING NOW COS I'M SO FED UP), I WILL GET THROUGH IT!!

I'm just really tired of failing and I feel so stressed out and depressed whenever I think of it :(((

haih, better go try and go to sleep now. It's 2.30am and I've got to wake up at 7am. Nites.

Friday, October 8, 2010

London, Paris, NY ( no la, no NY)

Oh wow! I think I broke my own record of not blogging in a loooonnnng time!

Anyways as I promised a month +++ ago, I will blog about my London and Paris trip. I don't know how am I going to start because it's been too long since The Holiday Trip that I've forgotten some interesting things about the trip. So here goes:

London



I think I only went to about 4 of these places.

Okay I really don't know how to blog about London. I'll be random then ok? Okay! =) (just an excuse cos I've forgotten most of the things that I did in London T_T)

The famous Trafalgar Square.
Hmm actually quite a horrendous picture. what with the dark sky and everything. lol. But nevermind, it'll do! :)


With one of the Lions at Trafalgar Square






In front of Westminster Abbey

And all things London-ey!

You know, you know.. ;)

London Tower!

Hello Mr. Policeman & Big Ben.

Big Ben at night. I have to lean far out of the taxi to take this picture. T_T

BUCKINGHAM PALACE! :D
So many people because people are waiting for the changing of the guards performance/session.

Gorgeous statues

Awwww!


Say: awww again! :P

*ok la to be continued cos I'm too lazy to blog already*

Monday, August 16, 2010

Travel Part 1


Lourdes

I will try to keep it simple. There's too much to write and I don't want to say it all cos if I do then there's nothing much left to discover for yourself, huh? =) I should tell you that I re-installed Xiu Xiu just for the sake of making this post easier to blog about and also so the picture would look prettier and different from the one in my Facebook. lol! I'm going to uninstall it once I'm done blogging about the trip cos one thing about Xiu Xiu is that it has virus and worms that comes with the whole file. =/ I can't find the ones without viruses.


Hungry so we ate in one shop on the way to the Sanctuary.


Food! Urm sorry about the background. I wanted to change it back to the one I wanted but I don't have the skill to do that T___T I don't know how to read Chinese some more. Putting all these pics in one saves time cos I don't have to upload one by one. Hehe!

Asking Diana: are you taking candid pictures again?
The view from the hotel

On the way to the Sanctuary there are all sorts of scenery like these. :)

The camera start to malfunction just as we approach the Sanctuary T_T, thus the blur pic.

Views



Three shades!

:))))


A must not miss place to visit here is the Grotto. This is where St. Bernadette saw Mother Mary.

There are benches for everyone to sit and pray here.
This is also where I prayed really, really hard for my FIS. And these prayers came true. :)

Oh! OH! and I have a funny incident to tell. So the day before I went to pray here, I went to confession. The confessions are not much different from the confessions in my hometown. There were many rooms and on the door there are notices that shows what languages the priest can understand. Anyways, that has nothing to do with what I'm going to say next but I just want to explain how it is like to go to Confession in Lourdes. :)

I was wearing this shirt that says "It's about Me" and when the priest asked hey, what does it say on my shirt? It was a rather embarrassing moment for me, cos it's like I'm selfish or something T_T oh wow! But it was quite funny. I just laughed and read it out for him anyways and said, oh-oh I didn't buy this shirt, my friend bought it for me. And it's the truth!

:) Hello Mother Mary!

There was a mass later on in the evening.
Attended by millions of people! Even though this picture doesn't show much.


We also visited St. Bernadette's home. It was really simple and it looks like she had quite a tough life. I think you should read the story about her. It's really interesting and sad at the same time. You have to pay some amount to enter her house. I can't remember how many Euros though.




A painting of how the Grotto used to look like.



This is where St. Bernadette sleeps. She has to sleep near the window because of her asthma.


To end this Lourdes post, here's a family picture:


It was quite enlightening to be here. I felt really peaceful somehow and all my worries seem to have gone away. I can't really explain the feelings, I think it's something you have to experience it yourself. Definitely a must-visit place for everyone especially Catholics. :)

Ok the end!

Next post I will combine London and Paris together! :)

Friday, August 13, 2010

What's next?

I shall blog about UK and Europe Trip next!

The further I delay, the more I'll forget and end up not blogging about it at all T___T

I'm going back to uni soon so gotta finish everything before the new semester starts. Hehe!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Changes

We all need a few changes in our life...

#1. Change Blogskin to a more mature look
#2. Be less forgetful
#3. Aim for better grades my new semester
#4. Find a nicer blog title - this new one sounds bit hmm, i'm just not that satisfied with the new one.
#5. Hopes to find a nicer blog template.
#6. I will be less stubborn, I hope!
#7. I will take better care of myself.
#8. Be happy-go-lucky again
#9. Quit being lazy and study hard!
#10. Be less messy, so as to not drive my roommate crazy. Hey! that rhymes! :P


And I believe there will be many more to come...

The experience that I get from travelling to the UK has open up my eyes to many, many things. This is why they say, exposure is very important. Oh hey, just because I've been to the UK doesn't mean I know everything already. I don't mean that really. But it has changed me in many ways, though how it does that, I don't know how to explain it. When I know it, I'll tell you. =) Otherwise, you can think about it. Hehe!

So my blog is currently under renovation. Hence the ugly state it's in now.