Finals

Final's in 2 week.

I feel like there's not much time to study all of it in time. T__T

So worried. My worrying has made me think that perhaps I shouldn't sleep and should spend time studying instead. what do I think i am, huh? A robot?? =_= Which is why at night I find it superbly hard to sleep. haih,

It's a very stupid thought and therefore I should try not to think like this.

Ok, back to my FIS.

After FIS, Contract Law. After Contract Law, it's Macroeconomics revision. Sigh. Only 3 subjects but all 3 are very heavy subjects - sigh-

bye bye now. See ya when I need to complain and whine again.

Emotional Roller Coaster Ride

I haven't played Facebook for 2 days now.

I can't say it's because I can stand the temptation of not going to Facebook. That's because I'd be lying if I said so. The truth is - I asked my friend to block my Facebook so that I can't enter Facebook. Yeap. I really did that.

I must say, it helps me a lot. I get things done faster. No more procrastinating. Which is officially my middle name. Cos I've been procrastinating a lot lately =(

I think I'm suffering from mood swings too. I can be happy and joyful first and dull and sad the next moment. This is not very like me and I hate being like this. Perhaps it's the effect that the final exams is just around the corner. Or perhaps I'm just suddenly getting tired of life again. (It happens quite often but the feeling will fade away.)

Today at library, we had a 'situation'. Pam and I thought there's gas leaking in the Uni's library. *paronoid :x* And so we informed the Librarians. Turns out, it's just rubbish that some idiot didn't throw. Ew!! =_= But anyways, put that aside, I remembered thinking, what if the library were to explode, what if I actually died there and then *choi choi touch wood*, what are the things I would regret not having to do? I kept telling myself, I'm too young to die, I'm too young to die. There are many things in life that I have not tried yet. Eg: Right now I'm obsessed with make up but I can only buy a few at a time :( I also want to travel the world. I want to go to Paris, UK and argh basically, anywhere around the world. In other words, I want to go to places! :D I'm already 21 and actually that's not a young age anymore (no offence to those who are older than 21 >_< ) Oh Oh! and I also want to go bungee jumping. ( even though I think when I'm really at that place I'll probably end up shaking all over and run away T_T)

*sigh* Sometimes all it takes is something uh... unexpected(?) to make you reflect about your life. This rather weird 'situation' triggered something in my mind and that is I should just enjoy life to the fullest. But, alas, right now, I don't feel like enjoying. I feel like curling up in a ball at the corner. Of course, I wouldn't really do that. It's something I tend to imagine myself doing every time I feel depressed or anything.

ANYWAYS..... enough writing nonsense. This is actually my first time writing like this for everyone to see. Usually I keep posts like this in a secret place.

This might probably will be my last post till final exams is over. Or maybe I will update again. I don't want people coming back here to check my blog and see Emo post here. -_-

Bye bye and I'm off to arange all my notes so I can study.

FIS

Two more exams to go and then I'm freeee.. :) Well, not exactly la. Still got assignments but haih.. later only la I think about that.

I'm trying to type as fast as possible cos I'm once again blogging from my room and bla bla bla... U know why I have to update really fast la.

Okie, Maureen.. So sorry la.. Actually that day I wanted to tell you what FIS stands for in a new blog post but I forgot in the end. Now that I read your comment I remembered about it so let me tell you a "story" about FIS.

FIS stands for Financial Information System. It's a compulsory subject for all Accounting Major students. It's kinda like a branch from my last semester Module, Accounting for Success. 10 times much harder than Accounting for Success. But it won't be that hard if do lots of exercises which sadly, I'm too lazy to do. haih. But I promise myself I will work harder before my Finals. Or else.. =(

I got a really bad news from my friend today. Extremely depressed and stressed after I read the announcement on BB. Bad news is - I have a new lecturer for my FIS. My previous lecturer had been asked by my Uni to be a non-teaching staff. Probably to help the Uni with some accounting thingy. My previous lecturer refers it as a "project". So now my tutorial class tutor change to a lecturer whose pronounciation is so bad that I think I'm going to fail my FIS. She also happens to be a my Lab Tutor. T____T She's incredibly nice and really smart but haih.. I just hope can catch up only la. Hope hope hope. Hopefully can get use to her accent. But, I really, really want Ms. Wendy to teach us again.. T___________T so sad... She's so good in teaching.. Why oh why must my Uni do something like this to us??? (note that I don't use the word "me" cos I feel like I'm speaking for other people taking FIS also. And I really understand how they feel about the change of lecturers and tutors.)

OK, fin. Time to sleep now.

P.S: Good Friday. Remember fasting and abstinence. Drat, I'm already breaking the abstinence thingy. I'm onlining.... :S

Too tired to think of a title

I'm a worry wart.

Always am and always will be.

Ugh. I'm sick and tired of exams. I just want it to be over fast.

Yes, this is all I'm going to write.

No mood to write more.

WHAT?!

I just finish revising worksheet, income statement and balance sheet a few minutes ago. Then i decide to come upstairs for a nap. But then since my laptop is on, i thought, hey, why not check the Blackboard. See whether there are any updates or not. Well, they are. Re-sit schedule is out. And also another thing that was in the announcement. It goes like this:~

Re-sit exam scope:

"Dear All,

The resit exam will cover all topics including topic 5, ratio analysis. About 50% of the questions will draw from FA and the balance will come from MA topics.

Regards, Damien"

My reaction: *gapes in horror* *gasps* *screams* *muttered "shit!"* ( I really did all of those. And no, I'm not being dramatic.)

There goes my plan to have a nap. Okay, well since I'm going to write this post i might as well just say it. Yes, I failed my accounting. And i got the re-sit. First of all, I will say that I am eternally grateful that i got the re-sit. But seriously! TOPIC 5, RATIO ANALYSIS?!? NO!!!!!! It's the absolute worst and most difficult chapter in Accounting for Success! So damn many formulas to memorize for this chapter. I didn't have that topic in my previous final exam because we did it in our assignment already. But why?! why must the re-sit have this topic? T___T *sigh* Definitely no more "Happy" Chinese New Year for me.T________T why did i fail in the first place? Argh!!!!!! I deserve this. :'( I feel like the feeling of regret is going to swallow me anytime now.

Bye now. Just want to hurl my frustration into my blog. Now, i can go cram everything into my brain. Re-sit is on the 9 of February. Not much time left to study.

Super Annoyed

I'm super annoyed right now.

I've been trying since yesterday to send my enrolment form through my Swinburne webmail. Until now I still can't send it! =__= ARGH!! I'm getting SO frustrated already la. Why cannot send?? WHY?! ok, well technically, it's not that I can't send it. It's just that everytime i click the 'attach' button, browse for document to attach and click 'ok', wait for a while(actually it's more like a few minutes) for it to attach, which may I add that the file that I want to attach is only 107KB, and then the next thing that comes out is 'Proxy Error'.

Below is how it looks like:

Proxy Error

The proxy server received an invalid response from an upstream server.
The proxy server could not handle the request POST /w.

Reason: Error reading from remote server

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Apache/2.0.52 (Red Hat) Server at studentmail.swinburne.edu.my Port 80

T__T And I don't even know what it means. *sigh* I have to send the enrolment form on or before 21st January or else there will be a RM200 fine. I seriously don't want that. I've wasted enough money already.

If anyone of you out there know what causes this, please do tell me. I will truly appreciate it.

Thanks very much in advance.

Written at: 3:14 pm