I won!

I can't believe that I actually won a 10% discount voucher(yes, i know only 10%) from West Fashion Online! :D

So yea, that'll explains the previous post. I shall use it when I get my very first paycheck. :)

THANK YOU SO MUCH,
WEST FASHION ONLINE!

I wish I can be Forever 21...

Have you ever heard of Forever 21?

Well, honestly, I heard about Forever 21 from my BFF and I know she ADORES all items from this brand. When she showed me a bag that she bought from Forever 21, I loved it too!

I'm from Sarawak and I'm really disappointed that there is no Forever 21 shop here. :( I remembered there was this time when my friends and I wanted to buy a Birthday gift for our BFF but we couldn't find the brand that she wants ( which is Forever 21, of course.)

Then I came across this site:

www.westfashion.net

Here, you can purchase any items that you want from Forever 21! :D

It's easier if you register with them though..

With the shopping cart tool, just click the item that you want from the website and then 'click' Add to Cart

Like this!

And then all your items will be shown on the top right hand corner..


I really like the way everything is grouped into categories like this. It's very organised isn't it? Easy browsing this way coz u don't have to keep clicking that 'next' button till u see something that u like..

Honestly I've never bought anything from this online store but I can tell 100% that I can trust this website. I know you're thinking, why do you trust this store so much? Wellll.....

I don't know about you but these two things from this website was convincing enough for me! :)

I don't want to say much cause I want YOU to find out about this website more. okay, you can stop reading my blog post now and head over to www.westfashion.net and start shopping!!

Farewell

This post is specially dedicated to my loyal, obedient dog, Ah Bi

Dear Ah Bi,

I still remember how you became my pet. It was a few days or a few weeks after we moved to our new house. You were there among the grass. Always poking your cute head out from among the tall grass. I noticed you & I thought you were simply adorable!! From that day onwards, I always walk outside and give you food. Your favourite of all was chicken bones. You were talented in eating chicken bones. You ate carefully, chewed the insides of the bone first then later spit out the sharp edges. People say, don't feed bones to your dog. But you were a pro at eating bones! You also happen to be a survivor, you fell sick a couple of times and had a few near death experience yet you fought really hard to stay alive.

I remember how you like people to pet your head, How you Love people scratching behind your ear. :)

I remember the way you always come and wag your tail to greet us when we reach home. I love the way you do that. I was really sad you weren't there to do that today. I miss you already :(

I remember how you bit the Meter Reader cause you thought he was going to hurt your puppies. And dad had to send him to the clinic for a shot.

I remember those three puppies you first had! Oh gosh they were so cute!! And some of them looks like you. I remember how excited and happy I was. It was amazing. :)

I'm sorry we had to put you to sleep. You were suffering way too much. I guess we just can't bear to see you suffer much longer. It is time for you to go to a better place. I wish I'm there to send you off. But I know, I don't think I can handle it. I might even stop the doctor from putting you to sleep. When I heard what my dad said on the phone when I woke up this morning, I hoped that I was just having a nightmare. I even went back to sleep hoping it really was a nightmare. Unfortunately, it wasn't! :(

I want you to know that you've been amazing. For 13 years I've had you as my pet, I shall always, always remember how special you were to me. It is very surprising that I didn't cry yet. Perhaps part of me don't want to accept it or perhaps realization just hasn't sink in yet. Or Perhaps it is because I knew that you are no longer suffering. Whichever reason it is, I want you to know that no matter what, I will always love you.

Thank you Ah Bi for being my faithful, loving dog, I love you very much and you will be missed.

Exam Period

I know I haven't been blogging in ages! I feel like this is the longest since I last updated my blog, sorry dear blog.

The last time I blogged was in September. Seems like I've lost the inspiration to write. The last "blog" I wrote was for my Industry Consulting Project a.k.a. Final Year Project. Don't get me started on how stressful it was.. Urgh!

Anyways, I'm about to sit for the final 2 papers of my University life. On the 13 and 14 of December to be exact. Therefore, I felt like this is something to blog about. Yea, wow rite? 3 years passed by just like that.

Also means I'm going to move out.
BFFs going to move out.
#damnemo

Honestly, I don't really have the mood to study. But have to force myself. I don't want my university life to end. But gotta move on with life huh? =(

On a completely unrelated note or maybe related la, I don't know.

Here's some pictures of us while we wait for our noodle at the INFAMOUS-NEED-TO-WAIT-ONE-HOUR-PLUS-PLACE.

You only get to see pictures like this on my blog cos I won't post them up on facebook.

pam

me

Steph

my bro - =_=" haih. asked him to show bored faced he smiled instead

Chaiyung - control 'ayu' lol

Finally, Teddy emo. cos I'm emo. pfft.

Okay, even though I really want to continue to blog, I've got to continue studying this:

yes, exactly how my Advanced Finance textbook looks like.

Haih, regrets taking finance as my minor now. I knew I would regret it when I select it as my minor. God knows why I still pick it. #imustbecrazy

I should blog more right? I just realised I was pretty active in blogging in 2009.

Right, well. ADVANCED FINANCE! bye now!

Teddy's Birthday lolol

Today, 14 September 2011, we celebrated our dearest Teddy's Birthday! :D He is four years old..

Everyone, please say Happy Birthday to Teddy. hahaaha. :) Teddy shall thank all of you with his warm and nice hug :D


Here are the proud parents! Preparing Teddy's cake and etc. hahahah.. while teddy looks on excitedly!

Teddy with his B-day Present (the Hush Puppy) and Birthday cake, hehe!

Yes he is the luckiest son and grandchild on earth huh? :)))

MAKE A WISH moment! *heart*

lol the daddy have to help to blow out the candles for him cos it's pretty dangerous for a baby.

On this special day, I would like to say a few words to my dearest grandson.. hehe

Thank you for being there when I'm down.
Thank you for being such a cute teddy baby :)
No Thank You for being a naughty baby lol..
I only knew your existence when I moved to the apartment in 2009, your parents la, hide you from me. LOL! *inside joke*
And lastly, you are the best little grandchild EVER! *hugs and love you lots*






This post wouldn't be complete without a family picture. :D Memories captured in a picture. heh! I added the time stamp so we would remember the time and date forever..

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
TEDDY!

AND MAY YOU HAVE MANY MORE BIRTHDAYS TO COME!

LOVE,
Amanda
a.k.a. your grandmother (lol)

Friendship

Hello blog.

I know I haven't been blogging lately. I just completed my winter semester. It has been, horribly, incredibly exhausting! My health has its ups and downs. Right now, I just hope everything will be fine. That's all I'm praying hard for. And for my results as well.

Anyways, there's a purpose why I'm writing. No. 1 cos I haven't been writing for since, wow, I can't even remember when I updated my blog. My gosh, has it been that long? o.o And No. 2, cos of friendship.

I have always valued friendship (and my family but that's another story. Now I shall talk about frienship first). I say things that I don't mean when I'm tired and because of this, it caused my friend to be hurt. (you know who you are and I'm sorry for it) She forgived me but I know she is still hurt. I know how sad and disappointed she is so I'm going to give her some time to cool down.

I never meant to do the things that I do. I appreciate my friends even though I never say it out loud. I appreciate the people around me even though I don't say it out. I just don't know how to express it. Perhaps growing up with a family where expressions of love and affection were rarely shown, has taught me to be "overly-defensive/highly egoistic" or "a cold person". I don't mean to say that my family don't show affections and etc, it's just that they show it in a different way, or indirectly that is.

It has left me with no idea how to show affections and gratitude. Which is why the way I show it, is through writing. I admit. I'm better at writing out my true feelings than saying them out. It takes a whole lot of courage for me to say how I feel.

To the friend (you know who you are and if you do read this post - to protect your privacy, I shall not name any names.) and all my other friends who reads this post, I want to make a public apology if I've said anything that hurt your feelings. Being human, I have my flaws and I hope I won't repeat the things that I did.

"It takes a friend to understand a friend." You may go, huh? what? Well, don't be like that. Because if you really get the meaning/this message of my phrase, that means you have a good/best friend around you.

I also want to emphasize that although I've hurt a lot of people around me, my actions are sincere. What I do, I do with my heart. I put effort and even if I'm tired, I would not trade another day for the things I do for both my friends and my family. =)

And finally, thank you. Thank you for being a great friend.

In a blink of an eye

In a blink of an eye, time pasts faster than we know it, faster than we want it to.

In a blink of an eye, we are sucked into the adult world.

In a blink of an eye, we worry about our future, what will become of us, what will happen.

In a blink of an eye, we realised our parents are getting older and it's time for us to act and be more grown up than before.

In a blink of an eye, a lot of things happen around me and makes me wonder why it happens. Yet, it makes all the changes in me. It has in fact, made me stronger. I need to be stronger to take care of my parents, to take care of my brother.

In a blink of an eye, I would graduate soon and see what awaits in the days/months/years ahead.

In a blink of an eye, I would see the world differently than how I see it before I graduate.

In a blink of an eye, I find myself growing up and wishing it would stop because adulthood is so much more harder than I've ever imagine. I have not even finish my University Life yet I felt that I should be an adult now. And yes, albeit the fact that I AM an adult already since I've in University now.

In a blink of an eye, I would be making serious, drastic, life changing decisions.

Am I ready for these? Honestly the thoughts scares me. Every piece of my bone, every piece of my organs - I'm scared. Every single part of me.

The responsibility as a elder sister to my brother, the responsibility as a sister, the responsibility as a daughter, a responsibility as a friend and if there's a possibility, the responsibility as a girlfriend/wife - Am I ready for all these?

Am
I
ready?